You want me gone you got it

Okay I'm done officially I feel like now I can start to let it go, Im done complaining to my friemy ands and especially my blog friends. I have to let it go, we'll never be together again thats for sure I asked him and he said "naw" so I said okay. I woke up the next morning today I feel better. I know I can do this even if it has been since jan. If I cry oh well I'll be okay there's nothing more I can do or say I'm only hurting myself if I stay around and still beg him or whatever. so thank you to all of my fellow blogger friends who've given me support and advice and helped me see that I'm so much better than this. I'll have good days and bad days but I'm so confident that it will be over. I promise you this. He doesnt want me so you want me gone Im gone. =))
I wore my favorite shoes and I love stripes of course! yay! also one of the other things I love to wear! =)

I did my nails! =)

                    
                  top: I dont remember (random store)
                   mini cardigan: forever 21
                   pants: manhattan chino, New York and Company
                   shoes:Forever 21
                     bag: old (my aunts bag) given to me

Chill

I've been working on my hair all day basically I finally finished! I just wore a t-shirt and cargos today pretty simple but still one of my favorite outfits to wear! :)

top: forever 21

shorts: Style & co

shoes: target

What do you do

hmhm what to do now what to do! He still contacts me occasionally but I dont let it phase me I want to be over this before my birthday which is Sept. 30th! but I know I cant just speed up the process I guess it'll be done when God thinks I'm ready,hmhm whats the rush anyway its not like hes coming back! Plus now that he's in school (college) hes got tons of other girls to talk to!! Who'd care about me I'm only one person! Ive only been the best gf ever and forgiven you and stood by your side but still nothing! but hey who's complaining hehe :) yeah I laugh and smile alot I think its a gift. I laugh when I'm sad,mad,angry,happy only certain people can tell my real emotions. sometimes I smile and its not even on purpose I just think its to keep from crying! "We laugh to keep from crying though right"!?

Every time I wear this hat someone says you remind me of a sunflower or you should be in a field or you look southern. I'm like IDGAF. dang! I wear what the F___ i want! smh. Also this is another one of those halter tops. hmhm. I'm sort of upset that the ruffles were in the back instead of the front? but I guess it works. Oh yeah and the one w.the gloves on is from drawing class today! i brought them for this class specifically for when we use charcoal and crap. I wanted to wear them because I didn't feel like washing my hands 10,000 times today after class from charcoal stains all over my nails haa. I gave the class a few laughs ha,. A gardener? yeah ha whatever! I like my flower gloves you bastards! Oh yeah and no offense to anyone I'm technically a bastard myself I just say that to anyone no offense Its kinda my favorite word whether you are one or not. Don't take it personal :)

top: JC Penny

Pants: Thrifted Calvin Klein

belt: Jc Penny

hat: thrifted

shoes: Payless

gloves: family dollar

Steamy!

I've been super busy with school and other things! sorry guys! but I got two A's and B on my midterms! =) As for the boy im just dealing w.it. whatever. Now onto the post I've seen her alot inrunway shows and stuff but I never knew who she was! Now I do.! Check out her hott bf thats also a model you've porbally heard of him too! These shots are awesome (the ones of them togther)! omg! =) There was also a photo of her and Chanel Iman that I loved! I love Chanel Iman! But I'll save that for another post! ha =) The Girl and guy are sessilee lopez and Wendell Lissimore!

This is the shoot they did together! Don't you just love it!!! =)

ICONIC

I really wasn't sure what I should blog about! There are so many things!! I started looking up old Chrsitian Dior Shows and ads and runway shows! I stumbled across a Chanel Haute Couture Show from 1987/1988. I know you will enjoy this! Look at how lively sand excited the models look it doesnt look so desolate and scary although theres nothing wrong with that. Theres something different about this show or any older show. Watch when the models hat falls off and it like its part of the show and everyone laughs with her and not at her. They just look so happy and I love the show look at the clothing!! omg! Check out Lagerfeld too! :)

POST

Ive been super busy all week im sooo tired!! I had dance class today and feels like the heads soo heavy! yes im tired lol Ill do a post on the concert I went to last night which explains why I'm even more tired and havent commented n you guys or replied back! I went to see baby face yesterday for the first time.

the last two photos are from before african dance class today! hehe :) Ill post the video here

if you cant see it heres the link :/ you'll also see atlot of my youtube videos there if you go look at all of my videos and you'll see how silly and goofy and happy I am :) lol be warned :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVjNVCfzkGM

this is him singing gone too sone featuring stevie wonder! GOSH i WISH STEVIE WAS THERE TOO! MY FAV SINGER =)

Two Days

Im doing a post on two of my outfits, today is a lil easier. He texted me just something simple randomly "whats up" i havent repl or said anything. I feel guilty and I also feel like that if I dont reply that he wont try contacting me again, hmhm well for now I havent replied im just trying my best..

top: forever 21

leggings: bcbg max azria  for walmart w.miley cyrus

shoes: target

top: walmart i think?

shorts: (were jean capris) : H2J

fishnets: i dont remember? target maybe

keds: jcpenny