I’m not going to make it

 My kids are the only people that care if I live. I hope my kids never experience pain like this. I won’t make it much longer like this 

Put me out of my misery

 Everyone has friends and family that care about them. I have my children thats it. I wish I wasn’t born I would never have to feel like this. I only worry about my children this is worse than my grandma dying. I have never felt pain like this before I wish I was dead

One day my children will go through tough times and I can’t help them nobody can help me. I’m no longer going to the Dr they aren’t helping me just telling me I need help. I’m so tired even when I was depressed or sad before it wasn’t like this. I don’t see a way out of this pain I wish God would put me out my misery. I love my children more than myself 

I can’t do this anymore

 Life feels painful to live. I’m so overwhelmed I don’t want to be here anymore. The only people that care about me are my kids. I wish I could die everyday is painful. I don’t care anymore life won’t get any better for me nobody understands. I wish I was dead nobody cares I hate being here