Easter Dress

So today  was Easter. I didn't go into service I know shame on me,but I go to church regularly unlike some people who only go on Easter *cough cough* haha jk guys but anyways the dress I'm wearing I made and also the necklace. For those of you who look on my blog all the time notice I'm not wearing that necklace I always wear because it didn't go well with the dress. I was excited to wear my new blue shoes. Today was my first time wearing them, and I'm gonna wear them out for sure. I also made my little sister's dress hopefully I can get a better picture of it but you know how younger siblings are they're so antsy. If not I'll just take a picture of it on my mannequin.Do you guys like the dresses? yes no?

dresses: me

necklace: me

Back Then

Im sharing this with you guys. Probally wont read it or care but I am. For some reason I havent spoken to himin days yet I still dream about him! omfg I want to get over him but Idk how. He was horrible to me yet im still holding on. he took a piece of me I guess. He couldnt give a damn about me yet I still want him! Idk why I tld my friends I think i'm crazy. well last night I had a dream about him its sort of a nightmare to me, since he talks about other girls right in front of me then he says that I stressed him out and got on his nerves I woke up crying since those were things he told me all the time for mostly no reason at all. Making it seem like everythings my fault. I woke up crying also because theres other girls involed I can't get over the fact that he talks to other girls and since in the dream he doesnt talk to me. In real life I'll be forgotten and he wont talk to me. I know I havent tlkd to him nor has he but I still cant shake this. He's my first real love I believed everything he said I went along with anything he said and I was there I guess I was nothing to him or either all guys are heartless. mind you this has been since january and now that Its time for school it'll really be forget you Erika. So instead of running and crying and texting him and tellin him how much I love him and miss him and that I had a bad dream I just wrote it down in my diary. " It sucks when your dream is no longer just a dream its a reality."
 "Your always there day and night if I'm not actually thinking of you I still end up doing it. Its so frustrating. I feel so crazy. You said in the dream you were tired and always stressed out. I heard you, I know you meant it, becasue you told me that in reality tons of times. Now I have to accept that there will be others, way better than me. Even though you say its not my fault I feel like it is. No I dont want your pity or attention i know you dont want me or even care. I just want to get out of this nightmare. Its a whole and im trapped."

Now before hes told me that he broke up w.me becasue he didnt want to use me anymore and he wanted relations with other people no relationship and were friends. Everytime before I asked him why he broke up w.me it was something new, "my family,me, stressed out, he doesnt want a relationship, or either he just wouldnt answer. Ugh!!!" I tried being his friend and hanging out with him but I cried right after. We hung out for 20 min ths it I cried right after and I havent spoken to him since which was about 3 days ago. hmhm. so yeah I havent spoken w.him since then and I havent spilled my guts to him again..go me i guess. even though it seems like it gets worse everyday I dnt communicate w.him. Just pray :/

dress: thrifted

shoes: payless

bangle: I always wear given to me by my grandmother

necklace: my trademark I always wear.

What I"ve been doing!

Okay Good Night or Good Morning whatever time it is where you are. Here in Virginia its 11:08. I'm sooo sorry to all of my followers and the ones that I follow; I can usually comment all of you guy's blogs by now but I've been really busy working on this dress! It's my first real project!! My cousin wants  me to make her a white dress for a black and white party in DC! EEk! This is what it looks like so far I' got to fix the top and widen the bottom a little because she doesn't want the it to cling and she wants it to be flowy and the arms too! I hope she likes it when its done I'm working really hard!I hope you guys like it too! Stay tuned for the finished product!

This is the sketch!

The Sleeves are supposed to hang out and be flowy!

Hopefully I can get to you guy's blogs now!! Love you all <3

Grad Party!

Im sorry guys to everyone that I follow I usually comment on all you guys blogs by now! I've been really busy today I had to do last minute things I have a graduation cookout tomorrow and today I went to my friends graduation party. I didnt even wear any heels I was there to dance!! I promise I will comment everyones blog that I follow nd that follows me by at least Sunday because tomrrow is graduation and my cookout and I know I wont have time! I will try but if not I will get back to you guys sunday! :) This is what I wore. =)

I know that pictures arent that good I'll try to get more I'm really tired and tomorrow's graduation im not excited or sad Im just nervous I could care less about school ending Im sorry but when it comes to social life at school im heartless. All I care about is making the grades! not to mention I'm an honors grad. Anyways wish me luck that it goes by fast and I dont fall/trip on stage and that I know which way to go. Lord help me!

dress: forever21

shoes: kmart

my signature pearl necklace

A little bit of greenery

Like the title!? ha well I've had this green dress for a while,and as I woke up today and I knew I just knew I would wear this dress. Then I thought why not put my white bow blouse under it! Yes! Then I added my fuchsia colored short pumps for a lil more color! and 3 necklaces, my everyday pearl heart necklace, Long pearl necklace and my small choker pearl necklace! Oh yeah and that lovely gold bangle,and the silver one I wear everyday! I wasn't sure how these colors would go but what the heck like they say on what not to wear "It doesn't have to match it just has to go" So do you think this is a Go? =)

Prom 2010!

I had my prom on May 21st! It was so much fun! I thought I was going to be sitting down the whole time because I'm a shy person to dance in public like that! Me and my friends just let loose and we had a great time! Im in the all white dress and my friend is the shorter one so you can tell the difference. =) What do you think like, no?

Oh yeah and Im going to send these two How you Doin' Pics to wendy! So How you DOIN'? =)

Janet Jackson's new look makes me wanna "SCREAM"

I hope you got the title "scream" you know the song..? Well her new look I love it. I really do I'm sure its gonna take a lot of us Janet Fans some warming up to do but I think its good for her; shes gorgeous she has it. Not to mention her outfit is fierce! =) Janet is hott I love this look. Now you all give me your "feedback" get it ..?

her song again ha ha =) What do you think..?