80s or preppy?

I finally wore two pairs of my new shoes! I love these boots and the red shoes im in love w.the boots are so comfortable and cute! The skirts a lil short but oh well I still wear it. Im going to post both looks :D

1st outfit top: idr

skirt: walmart

shoes: wetseal

2nd outfit

top: forever 21

pants: Jc Penny

boots: charlotte russe

Hype please! 

Red touch

top: JcPenny

blazer: thrifted

pants: given to me

shoes: payless

socks: dont remember

purse: given to me

hmhm

     I wore stockings and my shorts with open toe shoes! ha :D



cardigan: forever21

top: forever21

gold chunky chain: made by ME

blue stone and gold chain: given to me (great aunts)

gold heart necklace: i wear everyday ( my great aunts)

shorts: used to be pants I cut them

stockings: walmart

shoes: DEGREE (Jc Penny's)

belt: Jc Penny's

hair bows: beauty supply store

odd mixing

I love wearing these camouflage shorts!! I love the baggy look sometimes hehe. Well I've been busy still doing stuff for school. School let out on Friday so I've got about a two week break. So now I'm looking for a job and trying to get myself together. I promised myself I'd be over that person before my birthday on the 30th of September but I guess it'll all happen in Gods time even though I'm sooooo much better than before. I just have to take up the courage to cut him off completely theres something still holding on like i cant delete him from facebook or my web cam chat list. Its fear I know shame on me. Am I the only girl that has ever been almost over someone but doesn't want to let them completely go as in deleting them and never talking to them again hmhm. I think i am sadly..BUT I know I will figure this out.

top: from some store in New York

shorts: Jc Penny

Shoes: Jordan's!! :D

What do you do

hmhm what to do now what to do! He still contacts me occasionally but I dont let it phase me I want to be over this before my birthday which is Sept. 30th! but I know I cant just speed up the process I guess it'll be done when God thinks I'm ready,hmhm whats the rush anyway its not like hes coming back! Plus now that he's in school (college) hes got tons of other girls to talk to!! Who'd care about me I'm only one person! Ive only been the best gf ever and forgiven you and stood by your side but still nothing! but hey who's complaining hehe :) yeah I laugh and smile alot I think its a gift. I laugh when I'm sad,mad,angry,happy only certain people can tell my real emotions. sometimes I smile and its not even on purpose I just think its to keep from crying! "We laugh to keep from crying though right"!?

Every time I wear this hat someone says you remind me of a sunflower or you should be in a field or you look southern. I'm like IDGAF. dang! I wear what the F___ i want! smh. Also this is another one of those halter tops. hmhm. I'm sort of upset that the ruffles were in the back instead of the front? but I guess it works. Oh yeah and the one w.the gloves on is from drawing class today! i brought them for this class specifically for when we use charcoal and crap. I wanted to wear them because I didn't feel like washing my hands 10,000 times today after class from charcoal stains all over my nails haa. I gave the class a few laughs ha,. A gardener? yeah ha whatever! I like my flower gloves you bastards! Oh yeah and no offense to anyone I'm technically a bastard myself I just say that to anyone no offense Its kinda my favorite word whether you are one or not. Don't take it personal :)

top: JC Penny

Pants: Thrifted Calvin Klein

belt: Jc Penny

hat: thrifted

shoes: Payless

gloves: family dollar

Two Days

Im doing a post on two of my outfits, today is a lil easier. He texted me just something simple randomly "whats up" i havent repl or said anything. I feel guilty and I also feel like that if I dont reply that he wont try contacting me again, hmhm well for now I havent replied im just trying my best..

top: forever 21

leggings: bcbg max azria  for walmart w.miley cyrus

shoes: target

top: walmart i think?

shorts: (were jean capris) : H2J

fishnets: i dont remember? target maybe

keds: jcpenny

New Day

I spilled my guts to you all  I bet your tired of it now, ha. Well I've been writting in  my sketchbook everything I think since for class we have to draw or write down anything we feel! I feel like the weights almost lifted off but its not gone completely. One day I have faith this will all be over! I'll be able to let go of it w.faith! Well other news I applied to forever 21 today hopefully I at least get an interview I still dont have a job yet hopefully I get this one!! Wish me luck that I at least get the interview! :) 
Now I wasnt so sure if I could pull this look off or not what do you think? My chest is a lil not so small as a models! so The belly shirts do look diff. But I really liked this shirt and I had to wear it I loved this shirt and I wanted it so bad, So I wore it like or no?

top: Jc Penny

Shorts: Jc Penny

Shoes: Kmart

Bangles, rings, necklace: I wear everyday :)

Don't sweat it

Im trying my hardest to move on! hes starting college now so I have no choice then I'll be forgotten! Well yeah other than that Im fine... well heres the photos!

yes its true I love these boots!!!!!!!!!

vest: thrifted

shorts: Ralph Lauren

Top: Jc penny

beautiful dirty rich

Yay i finally have a gaga shirt!! Ive wanted one for soooo long!!! There were so many to choose from!! I wanted the one where she has on cigarettee shades tooo,but I couldnt get it. But I do have this one!! I love her I love the colors!!! Im also wearing jeans that I bleached myself they were orignally dark blue jean like original levi color but I have two pair so I decided to bleach one pair last year!! yay me! Its weird so many people are like where'd you get your jeans from? Im like I made em! hehe They're deff my fav pair to wear I never want to give them up! =)

lady gaga top: hot topic

jeans: levi ( bleached myself)

hot pink wedges: payless

belt: jc penny